"12 O'CLOCK"

12 o' clock. Lunch time!!!
And, on the 11th May, 2011 at 12 o'clock noon...your 'normal' life ended.
At 12 o'clock you left work to have your lunch break and never returned!
So began an hour of what must have been torture for you because you had already expressed concern about being able to 'handle' your pay day. it would have been an hour of mixed emotions which built up to feelings of trepidation and absolute despair.
I wish I was there for you, Jake! The part that hurts the most in all this is the thought of those feelings which must have been coursing through you like a tsunami. The depth of that despair must have been so intense!!
I love you, Jake! I wish you didn't have to go through such travesty! xxx